Real life .

Life's quite different since the last post, six months ago.
I'm back home, since a month. And I've managed to sort my self out a bit. I'm back working at the hospital, I'm starting school next week and I've started to run again. It feels good to have sorted some stuff out but at the same time it's a bit scary. I've been back a month, it feels like a year. Australia, the people, the surfing, it all feels so long ago. I don't want to be bitter and I don't think I am. It's just, it's scary being back. It's going to take time to adapt. I have to get into the rutines again. Haha, but instead of doing that I'm just hiding on the sofa, watching greys anatomy, not thinking about life at all. Either that or I'm dreaming about being back on the beach and on the waves again.
I wonder how long it's going to take. Til I'm readjusted and functioning properly in real life again, if I ever will?

I'm well happy to be back with my people though! xxx