3.29.2012

In my dreams .

I knew I was going to miss it, I knew it and I tried to do it as often as I could and cherice it everytime. But now, back home, all I can think of is surfing. I've tried so many different sports in my life and ofcourse I have to fall in love with the one I can't do here in Sweden.
Maybe, hopefully, if dreams come true, in the future I'll find a way to work it into my life. And in my dreams that would be more then just a surf vacation for a week once a year…
If you want something bad enough, dreams could come true right?



3.22.2012

Real life .

Life's quite different since the last post, six months ago.
I'm back home, since a month. And I've managed to sort my self out a bit. I'm back working at the hospital, I'm starting school next week and I've started to run again. It feels good to have sorted some stuff out but at the same time it's a bit scary. I've been back a month, it feels like a year. Australia, the people, the surfing, it all feels so long ago. I don't want to be bitter and I don't think I am. It's just, it's scary being back. It's going to take time to adapt. I have to get into the rutines again. Haha, but instead of doing that I'm just hiding on the sofa, watching greys anatomy, not thinking about life at all. Either that or I'm dreaming about being back on the beach and on the waves again.
I wonder how long it's going to take. Til I'm readjusted and functioning properly in real life again, if I ever will?

I'm well happy to be back with my people though! xxx