Loving life ,

I'm on such a high right now. Life is treating me pretty fucking awesome. Yesterday I had a day off, I had two great surf sessions and two great hours on the beach taking photos of some of the surf coaches here, that's like ridiculously great surfers. Fell asleep at 9, totally high on life and knackered from a great day. Life <3



Morgan Dittman surfing.


Jesse Dittman surfing.




Carl Boucher



Reese surfing.

Jimmy surfing.





Fletcher Carney surfing.

Seize it .

Take a breath & seize it, seize the surroundings, the air, the smells, the beauty of it all, of being right here.
Sometimes I forget, sometimes I'm ashamed because I forget how fucking lucky I am. Somedays I want to smack myself in the head and say "Hey ! Stop moping about shit and open your eyes, you don't get another experience like this !"

I do love it here, so, so much. I love waking up in the morning and go and have a served breakfast and after go and have a surf check from the bridge and then get in a wetsuit and go for a surf, whatever the conditions are, because even if it's kind of shit waves, it's always great to get out there, even just for a paddle, I love how the ocean makes you feel. When you get out in the water everything else just goes away, it's you, the waves & your board, there is nothing better.

It's Opossum .

So in one month my second Spot X era is coming to an end and that will probably be the last goodbye to this place, don't think I'm going to return anytime soon, pretty sad, but the good times has been many.
So my second time here hasn't been anything like the first time, and ofcourse I didn't expect that, I expected it to be different, but not like this.
As a friend said the other day "You allready had your crew here once" and even if there's some really cool people here now, I can't help but to compare to the crew we had back in the days and how much more it felt as a family back then. I love the guys here I do and I still love this place, but it's time to move on. My Spot X time is out, I realized that now.

So next month it's my birthday the 24th then there's a festival at the camp from the 25th to the 27th and I'm leaving the 27th to go to Yamba once again ! Staying there for like 2 and a half week, then down to Sydney, see Lee again and probably the last time befor I'm flying out. After Sydney I'm going down to Melbourne to spend christmas and new years there with Cissi and some friends. Then around the 23 of jan we're flying to Bali to meet up with Charlotta, I'm so excited !! Can't belive the time has gone by so fast, only 3 months left in Australia and in like 4-5 months I'll be back home ! Crazy ! But am excited too to meet everyone back home again !

L o v e .

Whales jumping, Arrawarra beach .

Dream it, Live it, Love it .

3/10, 3

3 ar, 3 ar, 3 ar, kan inte greppa inneborden utav det.
Pratade med en kar van far nagra manader sedan och var helt saker pa att det var 2 ar, hanger inte riktigt med.
Infor 3e oktober hade jag som mest hamlangtan har i australien hittills, ville vara med mina nara och kara, dem som vet, dem som kanner mig. Men det visade sig att det kandes som om dem var med mig i alla fall, ni vet, ni var med mig i hjartat. Och jag har delat med mig utav min historia till ett par personer har och dem var sa fina och tog hand om mig igar. Hangde med mig och bara fanns dar, dagen gick sa mycket snabbare an jag trodde.
Och nu ar det ar 4, livet gar vidare, vare sig vi vill eller inte. Men nagot jag har lart mig ar att uppskatta det, livet, njuta utav allt som jag blir given i karlek och upplevelser.

The hole that you left will never ever be filled, but, with all the love I ever got from you, and all the love I'm being given today, the hole seems easier and easier to baer with.
I love you, jag alskar dig, my most beautiful one, min allra vackraste, one day we'll meet again, en dag ses vi igen, det ar jag nastan saker pa...



"I carry your heart with me ( I carry it in my heart)
I am never with out it, anywhere I go you go my dear,
and whatever is done by only me is you doing my darling"

Dude, let's go surfiin .

As my friend "Nadua/Mr.Lady/Timon" would say if someone asks "Are you a good surfer" : "I love surfing" couldn't say if I'm good or bad, just that, I really love surfing, there isn't any better feeling in the world, not that I know of so far anyway.

MISS/MY/FAMILY .

Birds of tokyo .

Monday night we're a couple of people from the camp going to Coffs harbour to see theese amazing dudes, excited !!!

The life .

Surfing with dolphins & turtles, jogging with kangaroos having lunch with huge pythons... just the normal life around Spot X.

Thank you .

"People don't put up walls to keep people out. They put up walls to see who cares enough to brake them down"

I want to say "thank you" to all the people I've met along this amazing journey.
Thank you all for letting me into your lives and for sharing your stories with me.
And thank you for coming into my life, listening to my story.
Thank you all, you know who you are, I'll remember you always .

life .

Four weeks at camp, I've said it but I'm saying it again, time goes so fast.
Last weekend I went down to another one of Mojo surfcamps that's named Crescent Head. It's a bit smaller then Spot X but really cool. Went down friday to sunday and pretty much worked all weekend. It was fun, but a bit too much work (actually did 13 and a half hour sathurday). Going down again this weekend but now I get some help so I'll be able to go out surf and have some fun as well !

So what's new to tell about life, Spot X, anything.. I don't know actually - and can't share everything in the blog - but as always life's sweet and I am for sure having the time of my life, still, after over 7 months, not to shabby...

I'll talk too u soon, and I haven't taken pictures to show u how camp look, but here's some pictures of all the lovely people from here.


Dress up night, Marco, Michelle, Alex.

Pub night, Soda in the back, (Mr Ladies)Nadia & Bronwyn, Adam.

Just chillin at our amazing porch, me and Tanja. "Close"

The view from Arrawarra headland, like 5 min walk from "home".

My "home beach"

We went to coffs to see some bands, one of them was The Grains. Me, Sam, Michelle.

Alex, got a bit to excited !

Marco (a grom from Spot X) playing at the local pub seaview.







Thee creek and the outside of the camp.